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These past few years have really tested my faith.

These past few years have really tested my faith. From miscarriages and difficulty of having a baby.. to passings of friends and then the loss of my mother (that one was a real doozy!) To finally getting pregnant again and loosing them on xmas day.. to more sicknesses and losses.. questions of peoples & family decisions and the list just kept piling on.. then I finally got pregnant..AGAIN. And we almost lost her too..But she came. I was finally granted "permission" to be a mom.. and then 2020 hit. No visitors. No family. No mothers guiding hand.. and then social distancing .and depression hit. And again.. more and more piled on.. and all I could think of.. if there was a god .. how could he allow so much pain. How could he continue to deny me a child .. why did he keep taking that of which was good away and why did he keep the negatives around?
2020 has been a SPECIFICALLY hard year.. and it finally hit me.. miss Amaya is my savior.. perhaps it's taken this long because god knew I was going to need her the most this year .. she is the one good thing that's come out of 2020. She is my light.. every wrong .. she is my right.. every hurt.. she is my joy.. every crack .. she is my healing..she is my distraction from the pain .. she brings me hope .. I still dont understand God's reasoning behind everything but I am forever grateful for my baby girl. She is the closet thing to God in my life.. And I pray for peace to my confusion for I already have joy thru her.. she is my strength..❤

Havent been feeling the greatest these past few da

Havent been feeling the greatest these past few days. 😣was praying I wasnt getting sick cuz u know.. this lil one doesnt give out sick days 🤷🏽‍♀️🤣😣🤮

My Current mood as well Choo.. it's been a LONG da

My Current mood as well Choo.. it's been a LONG day and it still not over.. so ready for bed.. 😣😴 this mama is feeling like a 💀🧟‍♀️ ! Yawnnnn..

I have lots of pics of Amaya, Amaya and papa, Amay

I have lots of pics of Amaya, Amaya and papa, Amaya and others.. however.. since I'm mama.. there are only a few pics of us. Why is that? Mamas are almost always behind the camera! Taking the pictures! So.. every so often.. I'll remember to take a pic of me and my babe.. and almost always, I look like crap cuz I've just fed her or just cleaned or was just entertaining her.. I hardly wear makeup now a days and my hair is most always in a bun - or half bun since lil girl loves to play and pull my hair out.🤦🏽‍♀️
So.. heres to all the mamas.. that are behind the scene doing the things. 🤷🏽‍♀️

Nap time. My lil precious 🥰😋

Nap time. My lil precious 🥰😋

Oof.. I LIVE for these up close shots of my baby g

Oof.. I LIVE for these up close shots of my baby girl. Those eyes and that smile just brings me so much happiness..or as my mother always said.."she makes my heart smile"
From our family to yours.."Good Nite!"

Oh that smile. 🥰 fresh out the bath.. love this

Oh that smile. 🥰 fresh out the bath.. love this little girl more than life itself. She is and forever will be my little girl 🥰😘

Todays adventure.. a bit of nature walking. Amayas

Todays adventure.. a bit of nature walking. Amayas been a little fussy today- but- lo and behold.. her top left tooth is breaking thru..🤦🏽‍♀️😣 poor baby! Another tooth ! Oof .. these suckers are popping out fast! Shes getting so big so fast! 😭 oof I love this kiddo!🥰

Just a girl.. walking the (sunflower) fields with

Just a girl.. walking the (sunflower) fields with her papa and mama! These two are my heart. I've been struggling these past few months.. so it was nice to get out today and do some exploring. So many cute pictures.. and Amaya seemed to have enjoyed herself. It was a pretty full day..
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My whole world .. 🥰😘

My whole world .. 🥰😘

Things Amaya DOES NOT NEED 1. Teddy Bears / Stuffe

Things Amaya DOES NOT NEED
1. Teddy Bears / Stuffed Animals
Lol
This girl has way too many.. 🤦🏽‍♀️
Pic From a few weeks back .. when she was having a conversation with some of her "peeps" 🙄😜🤣

This Lil one turned 7 months today!!! Oh my sweet

This Lil one turned 7 months today!!! Oh my sweet baby girl..time is just flying by! That smile just warms my heart every single time. I am and forever will be grateful for you. 🥰😘 and as usual.. better pics to come 😜 just had to upload this accidental slow mode vid I took lol

Baby girl LOVES her food. Shes still mainly breast

Baby girl LOVES her food. Shes still mainly breastfed...but she gets to eat a bit of breakfast and dinner with us (and sometimes lunch If she wants) her pincer grasp is soo good and her hand to mouth movement too.. we are still working on scooping motion with her spoon in her bowl..I also let her use her hands to eat as well to help with textures too.. makes a mess but she looks so cute after her meals lol.. 🥰🤗☺️

When the kid tries to take over the phone 🤦🏽

When the kid tries to take over the phone 🤦🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️

When you've had a few hard days with a child that

When you've had a few hard days with a child that doesnt want to nap..🥴 hubs took baby girl for a walk.. I decided to stay back and take a bit of me time with a face mask and a hard cider. (From #aldis btw and its delish!)
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This child... oooh Lord.. this child.. my sanity a

This child... oooh Lord.. this child.. my sanity and my INSANITY.. 🥴😒😫😔🤦🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️ Shes at that point of wanting to skip all her naps.. and then becomes a train wreck cuz shes overtly tired..oof..
But .. shes cute once shes asleep so. I cant stay mad too too long..even if she took my left eye out fighting her sleep again..😔🤦🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️🥺🤣🙄😘

#yesterday - my happy baby.. with her two teefuses

#yesterday - my happy baby.. with her two teefuses lol.. her personality is starting to show so much. Shes such a goof.. shes started doing this face that I cant even describe lmao.. its hilarious.. but I have yet to catch it on camera.. #forevermybaby

Sideways pic .. but baby girl has two new bottom t

Sideways pic .. but baby girl has two new bottom teeth .. both broke thru in about a week of eachother 🤦🏽‍♀️ you can only see one in the pic as she likes to cover/feel them with her tongue lol.. and although I know top ones aren't suppose to come til later.. I can already see and feel the bulges up top as well. 🥴🤦🏽‍♀️😫

🥰 this girl will always be my happiness.. when

🥰 this girl will always be my happiness.. when days seem gloom and life hits hard.. I look to her to brighten my day. She is my Sun. She is my moon and stars. She is the air that I breath. She is my whole entire world. My sweet baby girl 🥰😍😘😌👩‍👧
❤🧡💛💚💙💜
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When you're trying to get that perfect shot! 😂🤣 my phone is 95% full cuz of this kid. 🤣 I'll have to upload them all soon cuz im passed the point of removing apps instead 😂🤷🏽‍♀️
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